Tuesday, March 31, 2009

whats left of me (poem)

Darkness for centuries, war for decades, after years of misery, still
I remain the same
But after the loss of the love of my life
I have felt the pain for the first time

Forever you, my yesterday
through the coldest nights
Forever me, eternity
save me from this tragedy

Gift of eternity turned out to be... my curse
The lust for life, desire for love made me turn into..A restless soul walking alone
An empty shell without a home
A dying heart in a dead man's chest
This is all I have, this is all that's left

This is all I have, so take it back
cause I'll watch the sunset

You kept dreaming always, on and on
And so I always will...We keep dreaming always on and on
We are invisible...We keep dreaming always on and on
We breathe eternity...I'm a restless soul walking alone
An empty shell without a home
A dying heart in a dead man's chest
This is all I have, this is all that's left

Friday, March 27, 2009

fear poem :>

Like lust has yet to fail me
No power to subside
My instincts never broken
This downfall so close at hand

The thing that scares me most
Is the fear I see in others
And the thing that really
Frightens me to the core
Is when I see that fear in you

Like shields against the action
No enemy to subdue
We barricade forever
The which hides inside of us all

To break the rules and patterns
Are you're scared enough
Before the end is here
Are you scared enough

The thing that scares me the most
Is the fear I see in others
That look that sends shivers
Down my spine
Will haunt me to the end
Of living days and nights
You're the thing that matters to me most
And I sense this fear in you

Monday, March 23, 2009

empty inside(mii poem ^_^)

I can't show pain long for the days
When I am free to feel
I don't wan to lose everything
Just want to feel again

My heart would burst from you
If that would make things right
I don't feel anything
Outside the pain you bring

Starting over doesn't look so bad this time
I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right
Emotions still touch me

Still I can't feel a thing
Like ghosts that melt into fog
And leave me cold
Only shadows and impressions

Are left for me to hold
My heart would burst for you if
That would make you wholeSix string slaughter
I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right

Friday, March 6, 2009

darkness(poem)

I hear the silent whispers,
Darkness still upon me,

All those empty words from the buried heart
I don't know where fear ends and where hate begins,
It's all the same to me,
Life is falling apart

Hand in hand...side by side
I walk with fate in the night
The red fluid of life is flowing right along my arms,
I feel the sweet blade diving deep inside,
This moment I've been waiting for so long a time,
when I know the last cut will be for my life

I've looked through the eyes of pain and seen the smile of death
I've wandered in the shadows of my fears
The feathers of a white dove were stained by darkened tears
The final tune is soon to be played
Hand in hand...side by side I walk with death in the night